Every Saturday morning for the next few weeks I get
to up my dose a little on one of the meds. So like every morning of
this new life since starting treatment I got up at 5am to start taking
my pills. I quickly figured out that if I get up early, take them and
go back to bed for a little bit I am at least laying down for the wave
of nausea, dizziness and heart palpitations
that are inevitable. It also gives me time to think. Lately my
thoughts have been drawn to the irony of putting something in my body
more toxic and nasty to kill the cancer that is already toxic and nasty.
Which is the good and which is evil? I was swimming along nicely 9
days ago pretty much symptom free but now, taking the meds to kill the
cancer, I feel sicker than I ever have. Funny how things work.
~ still climbing mountains ~
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